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I feel like this a lot too. Jesus is the only reason I’m still standing. My metastatic genetics came back and based on my saliva I have even more battle ahead of me. My blood work oncology appointment is 3/5 so once that’s confirmed I guess it will be time for imaging but since I’m a relatively young, single female with a barren womb TennCare (Tennessee) denied me and I’ve had to file discrimination. Disability still won’t approve me either. It’s a mess but I am holding on to Jesus. Maybe I’m supposed to try to work through this (treatment would be an 8 1/2 hour surgery & chemo) but disability told me to wait for the neuroendocrine tumor program to officially diagnose even though they have my saliva dna.. I’m frustrated for me, but I’m frustrated for this state. We are not the Tennessee volunteers anymore. My home state is unrecognizable & I want to go back to SC. There’s a lot of change that needs to happen here though so I think I’m supposed to stay put until I find out what is next. God says the evil will fall and the righteous will rise so I just keep praying for that to happen and for citizens to see the danger in their apathy with this election. Other than that. I’m working on my passport. I’ll study abroad or get a job travel blogging if trump is elected. I don’t want to live in the United States with him as the president.

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